animal spirits

screw this, I’m WEAK. all my plans seem to be coming to nought and I know this is crunch time… but lack the drive to be productive any more than a few hours at a time. is there enough time? will this have to be explained away with embarrassed vague excuses at the end, like the other ones before? running out of time and filled with self loathing and dread… i only wish i had all the time in the world, and all the resolve in the world to use it

but i guess for now two weeks will have to do. and it is true that the very nobility of faith lies in improbability and uncertainty. shut up matthew, go sleep

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